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This kinda pain is something
I can't get used to. It makes my
whole world seem as if its all
falling to pieces. It comes and goes
as it pleases, making me dizzy,
causing tears to burst from my eyes.
And it all seems to be an every day pain.

It ends my days before I can even
start them. There's no "fixing this."
It's now apart of my life, it makes
the easiest things, like talking & chewing
so hard. And I get mirgrains where I
get sick, my mouth gets stuck shut.
My face hurts, a dark room is all I crave.
written by: Me.
written: April 22nd 2011.

I have severe tmj in my right jaw-
my left pops extremely loud, and I
have arthritis in my jaw too.
Back, hip & leg problems, now this, wtf.

This pretty much sums up the past few months
or so, how I feel, its something that has
changed my life, for the worse, and
I'm very much tired of it all it.
But things will get worse before
they get better :nod: :D

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OmegaSaur Sep 9, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i feel ur pain dude, i have to get the surgery like 2 days before christmas. It completely messes with everything, and friends tend to wonder why u hold u jaw, or move it around weird. i just say i was stretching. and if u tell anyone about ur pain they dont care, cuz they cant relate
GrotesqueDarling13 Sep 10, 2011  Professional General Artist
Fucking exactly. Only a small cluster
of people really know & understand, or try
to understand. But people who haven't been
that this kind of pain, they really can't relate.
I have many other medical problems
on top of this. So it makes everything worse :hug:

Thank you sooo very much for this comment!!
It means so much to me, with what I am currently
going through :thanks: :D
Deadwolfthedark Apr 25, 2011
kinda sounds like a song would, at least when reading it thats how i interpret it lol
GrotesqueDarling13 Apr 25, 2011  Professional General Artist
:hug: Thank you!! I didn't mean
to make it sound like a song, but
thats awesome that it sounds like
a song, it means the piece flows
smoothly :nod: :thanks:
Deadwolfthedark Apr 25, 2011
indeed it does sound smoothly :)
though im sad for you alice, that pain must be a lot :(

:hug: hang in there :(
GrotesqueDarling13 Apr 25, 2011  Professional General Artist
:D Thanks again!
Alice? It is, but I know
pain, I have alot of spinal & hip pain.
If its not one thing its another :nod:
I take it as it comes. But it does get to
be too much at times, but hopefully my
jaw starts to feel better after today :D :thanks:
Deadwolfthedark Apr 26, 2011
LOL i wrote alice lol well i need some sleep lol
i hope it does start to feel better :l
have ya gone to the doctor? maybe they can give you some painkillers
GrotesqueDarling13 Apr 26, 2011  Professional General Artist
Its all good, I wasn't sure
if it was meant or an error,
so I asked :lol: Yes, and the
solution was to remove all my
wisdom teeth and a two other teeth,
one root canal and the last tooth
was growing wrong and putting minor
pressure on me jaw bone. Hopefully
the pain eases up after this oral surgery
I had yesterday moring :nod: The dentist
I have now is a doctor also, he specializes
in the jaw problem, tmj :nod: Painkillers
weren't doing anything for the pain I had
before, but I am hoping that they do alot
more to make me feel better then before :nod:
Deadwolfthedark Apr 26, 2011
ouch taht sounds painful :(
but, at least ( i hope ) its going to get better now :)
hope you get better sheri ! :3 :hug: hang in there
GrotesqueDarling13 Apr 26, 2011  Professional General Artist
Yes, I thought so too.
They knocked me out and i.v'ed
me up. So I felt great all night long.
:D Yesh, you and me both.
:glomp: :D Thank you soo much again,
means soo much :heart:
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