Breaking hearts, breaking bones...
DelightedHello all of my sweet loves!
Well, I thought I would give you all some updates on what is going on with me & what will be going on with me. Lol.
Sorry, about not having any new blood/different make-up series' lately. I haven't been in the mood, and I wasn't getting really inspired to work on one. But that is going to change, because I have about 4-6 ideas, for photoshoots, and making my own Appliances that are just glued on, and then make the wound look more realistic. So, yea, I am going to start getting started on them. My ideas are rather simple, its the making & designing of the actual appliances that will take some time. But yea, I will be doing more blood and gore soon though, so no worries
I will be getting some new tattoos soon
I have some taxes that I have been sitting on for some time now, they will buy my tattoos. Yay. Because, damn, I cannot control how much I want & crave tattoos. But not the kind of craving like people talk about. Its different, my craving is to get closer to how I see myself in my mind. I want my insides and outsides to match. So, anyways, I will be getting my left bicep finished. Underneathe my Danzig tattoo basicly. Not touching my Danzig tattoo though, I just think that would be kinda wrong, he is just that amazing. 
I am getting an old styled cemetary, with a full moon and maybe some shading to make it look like theres a thin line of smog. Lol. I have it all drawn up, but its going to have to be enlarged about 2 sizes larger, to capture the detail I desire. And I already know whats going to do it, an artist that loves horror and the darker/finer things in life. So we click. I want him to take my drawing, throw his spin on it, and then we can start the tattoo. I love his work, and he's told me he really likes mine, so he will not dissppoint me 
And then after I get my lower bicep finishe, I am going to get my Type O Negative tattoo completed. All I have is the symbol and so I am going to add to it, and I already have that design drawn up and ready to go 
Thats all I got planned so far. And I am going to be asking my friend Kyle if he would want to work with my sometime, like we can both model for one another and both be a photographer to the other eachother. Which is really cool and would be badass, because he is an amazing artist, I love his stlye, and I love him. And he feels that same way about me. I think it would bring us closer, and we will both grow as artists.
Since I still haven't found a job, I have pretty much let my hope die on that wish. Because fuck, Its getting even worse. I am trying not to go crazy, its uber hard though. So how I have been coping, is to start many projects at once, and keep myself busy with all of them at once, to take my mind off the lack of job situation. So, I am almost done with my patch pants, I need to add zippers, make more patches & maybe buy a few, and then stud/spike empty areas, and then add pins, also maybe add some small chains & fishnet. Lol. Not certain about the last idea
And after my pants are done, I can really begin on my jean vest, which is going to be tricky, but I love a challenge. And literally when you see them in my photos, and when others see me in person, I dont think anyone realizes, but how much time I spend on my clothing projects, are literally, a walking piece of art when I wear them 
Because I put time and effort, hard work and passion into what I make. I love that my view of the average canvas is rather small, theres no room to really grow. My type of canvas, doesn't have one found, but a thousand forms. I am always willing to grow, and expend my horizon. I need to get a subscription, because it's been a hella long time. Lol.
AND, final one though
I will be doing some modeling soon, with professional photographers, in the area. That I have been talking to, and that I have met through people we both knew. At the moment, I am waiting to re-dye my hair, so after Its done I will be doing those photoshoots 
And yesh, I am keeping the Lilly Munster dye job. I love it too much to just say fuck it. Hahaha. So, I believe that is all, if I remember some other things coming up that I am doing, I will update this entry. But I just wanted to give my watchers some info, so they don't think I died or anything. eh.. ;D
I hope everyone has a wicked weekend, I think I am going to
Love ya!!!
Devious Comments
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"When the moon is full and trees are bare,
walk through the cemetery if you dare.
Where skeletons rot and corpses fester,
locate the tomb with the skull of a jester.
Feed him the token all shiny and new,
It is then that CarnEvil will return for YOU!"
I am sooo gonna flip out if I dont get my new ink soon. Lol.
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"When the moon is full and trees are bare,
walk through the cemetery if you dare.
Where skeletons rot and corpses fester,
locate the tomb with the skull of a jester.
Feed him the token all shiny and new,
It is then that CarnEvil will return for YOU!"
YAY TATTOOS! :cheer:
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Life withers and flesh decays, but memories will never die..........if somethings not worth dying for, then its not worth living for
Oh and also, hopefully we get a chance to chat again soon.
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"Bravery...is being the only one that knows you are afraid."
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All over the place, and unable to get myself moving.
On the ball. Because theres just sooo much
Yesh, YAY
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where to start .. lets see...
the job thing sucks ... I wish you luck!
it's great that you're keeping yourself busy , even if you
don't finish one thing straight away , you seem to always
have something to do!
mmmm tattoos!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PHOTOS!!!
does that mean I get to keep some? *evilgrin* I so want to make
you into a zombie chick
what I've got in mind , but only ask that you have no blood makeup
already as I want to gore you up myself , that's the fun part
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When you're chewin' on lifes gristle
don't grumble
give a whistle
and this'll help things turn out for the best
and always look on the bright side of life [link]
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-Sweet Nightmares-
♣
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